cw: fat lw: fat hw: fat gw1: fat gw2: fat ugw: fat. ta da! now kindly fuck off and never ask me that again.
adderall + tumblr = a mess
a speedy happy mess
i feel so stupid
i can’t make this go away. i don’t like the people i used to be close to. i absolutely fucking hate myself. i feel stupid for feeling the way i feel, i feel stupid for posting this whiny bullshit. every day, i tell myself all of these illogical things, and then i cling to them like they’re the truth. i tell myself he won’t visit because i’m fat. i tell myself people...